Falling Into Place

Just as things were beginning to look like they were coming apart, they have begun to fall into place. Change is hard for me. I do not like being out of my comfort zone. I especially don't like change that makes me feel like things are unstable. God has been using different areas in my families lives to help bring me to a place of acceptance. It was only after I learned to accept when things are changing that I could be at peace with the changes. It is funny how even little things that are different can send me spinning into feelings of anxiety, but God has it all under control. I know that things will not always stay the same, and it makes it easier for me to take knowing that God is behind us each step of the way. He is planning the route before we even know where we are headed. It is so much easier to let God move us along then for us to kick and scream the whole way. Even if I don't see His plan, I have to remember who He is and what He has promised me. He will never leave me or my family. No matter where we end up or what we end up doing, God is right there. Holding us in the palm of his hand. So even as I try to steer Him into my plan he is gently guiding me back to His plan. God is so patient with me. He doesn't turn His back to me because I question His way. He gently reminds me that His way is always the best way. His timing is always the best timing. There is nothing that I can plan that would be any better. Which is kinda freeing. It lets me off the hook. I don't have to worry about figuring things out. I don't have to worry about why God is doing things a certain way. I just have to trust and follow.